Emotions that transcend all that we've known of ourselves

Thursday, January 29

Daddy and mummy are away in bangkok so it's just the big kids in the house now. Today, bro brought me out. We had a sucky dinner at Family International Buffet Restaurant but drinks/icecream at CA*California made up for it. Ambience was good.. I love live bands. Bro was surprisingly nice, he paid entirely and was rather accommodating throughout. I like it when he dotes on me like that.. that's why I'll never trade elder brothers for younger siblings/older sisters.

Tmr's gonna be pretty jam-packed. Will be sleeping over at B's house. Did not ask for permission haahha I am becoming so mischievous. Ok need to finish up the video before I read my bedtime book before I hit the sack!! So many things to do, so little time.... urgh bye-bye!

4:18 AM

Wednesday, January 28

reminisce

Scanning the picture folders one after another. Am sent running down memory lane. Looking back, recapturing. The good times and the bad. Recollections, some firmly etched in my mind and others ought to be gotten rid of. Then it starts coming back, the people I miss/lost touch with, the childhood days of gullibility innocence naivete, the numerous notable turning points throughout my life....... A stir of emotions and thoughts sets off. Those of which send my heart soaring and stick a smile on my face and those that I wouldn't hesitate to dislodge from my mind. The past, a part of me, there is much to remember. Be it awful/pleasant, past experiences memories hv taught me to embrace negativity stop dwelling and move on. Am still learning, putting in my utmost. But times like this are still pretty fine.. just to recall what I went through what I once had and reflect.. :]

3:55 AM
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Friday, January 23

I've been spending my entire week in town.. tomorrow's the 5th time. And unbelievably, no pictures at all. I'm sick of walking, sick of taking the train, sick of dressing up. But great company throughout. So monday and today were shopping with clique; wednesday I met up with jeremy sk marcus (long time no see). Ljs Movie Subway basketball with alot of clowning around and laughter in between. Then yesterday, dinner and drinks with delicia and the tuition bunch. First at canele then off to timbre. Food was good, band was marvelous, drinks were alright. It was nice.. am definitely going to go there again, maybe some time soon.

I hope CNY comes and never goes. School's gonna be such a pain in the ass. I dislike hving to tie my hair in a neat ponytail.. I like it dishevelled, let down and messy. This reminds me.. gotta hv a haircut real soon. My lion's mane's getting bushier, need some tidying up.

10:20 PM
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Tuesday, January 20

ALOHA!!!

Chalet awhile back. The very first chalet that I stayed throughout the 3days. Didn't get my parents' permission and didn't pick up their calls until they sent me a msg threatening to call the police hahhaha. I am such a brat... This was on the first night.. B and I played with sparkles.

Us flying kites the next afternoon. It was very gusty (pretty near the seaside), the wind was blowing at full force. B is an expert at flying kites whereas I practically sucked at it (the kite crashed onto the ground/roof everytime I was the flyer).. damn it.

The park behind the chalet resort. Cool breeze warm sunshine. Very pretty fleecy clouds in the blue sky. Took walks along the beach, on the breakwater and on the bicycle path, having heart-to-heart talks here and there. Chin up, I luv you stupid woman!!

People were either preparing the food/fire for the bbq or playing mahjong/ball/caster-board. Imma noob at mahjong and sports, so count me out.. and I was just too lazy to help out in getting ready for the bbq so I ended up photographing everyone else and loafing around.

Ale came and we girls were fooling around beside the bbq pit... yileen and ale's chinese-betrayal-slap video was hilarious.. HAHAHAHAHAHA then we played with sparkles again.. and my camera died... Anyhow, chalet was awesome-ishly fun and... funny (duh, with shanjun and dawei present). Playing murderer and heart attack with them, I was laughing so hard, I felt like my mouth grew 10cm wider. Hv no photos of night cycling macs visit to red house and blah blah but fantastic time nevertheless although I came home running a temperature and was down with the flu. Hopefully, this wouldn't be the last of 409. I'll miss all of you guys!!!!

I cannot believe myself. no.1 I hv been sleeping all by myself the past few days.. I hope this keeps up (I hv been sleeping with mummy since I was young until recently because I hv been too scared to sleep alone) no.2 I did not complete a single korean drama throughout the hols up till now. What hv I been doing?!!!!! This reminds me... 2nd feb; dont want to get used to waking up early, don't want to go back to burning midnight oil, don't want to get used to studying and exams. I dread school :|

CNY is around the corner and I am so looking forward!!!! Not just to collect angbaos, but also to wear my new clothes out. My spree items arrived yesterday in bulky brown paper bags and boxes... I WAS SO HAPPY AND AM STILL SO HAPPYYYYYY TO SEEEEEE THEMMMM!!!!!!! Esp the new shoesssssss, cant wait to wear them out omg am so excited!!!! ^^ ... gna settle my mail and stuff now byebye.

12:17 AM
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Monday, January 12

POP rainbow bubbles POP

Weekend. Saturday. Explored chinatown-tahjong pagar with leehq for a good 4 hours. Sunday. Long bus rides, cityhall to get bag, bkt timah for dinner and catching up along with B. In approximately 9 hours time..... the turning point. the angst is too much too bear. Eyes closed, fingers crossed. You'll nv fail me. Hand to heart, I believe in you. I really do.

4:21 AM
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