am here to set this blog in motion again, but this is terrible. After almost a year of hiatus, I feel so incredibly rusty. Finally breaking free from the horrible hideous hill-top school in just about a week's time; hv been waiting for 13nov for far too long. Oh I turned sixteen couple of days ago, birthday was nasty especially since I had to spend more than half a day with social studies. 16 was kinda dreadful, not so sweet after all. But am thankful to clique for the cake celebration which hyped things up. Hk on the 16th. Strangely, the strong feelings/emotions that used to stir up at the slight mention of going away overseas hv vanished. What bothers me further is the ringing of the ears and the nausea flying brings. Spoils my mood to be feeling woozy despite candies. Yes, am aware that I am typing aimlessly. What's with my nonchalant behaviour.. am such an unmethodical human. Urgh I am so disturbed. Somehow, my brain is regularly conveying me a specific message, admonishing me for my indolent behavior and emphasizing that I am very much deprived of a life. am gonna haul myself out of the west tomorrow. need to cease being the frog in the well. tv's beckoning, gotta get going.
